I'll vomit illusions   Trick myself that I'm happy   But so much comes out of my mouth   It's burning me empty   I think my heart could receive it Cheap imposter where you heading?   Thank you my love, would you believe me?   Thank you my love, would you be listening?   But so much comes out of my mouth   It's burning me empty      Feel me, my anger's gone   I don't breathe, I only have a son   It's not me, it's not me   I'm not real, I was never born      I am forever alive   I hook my heart to my eyes   I reach from birth just to die   I keep the devil inside   I grow him in me      Feel me, my anger's gone   I don't breathe, I only have a son   It's not me, it's not me   I'm not real, I was never born      I watched you choke on me   You leave me unbalanced   You come back to break them      Feel me, my anger's gone   I don't breathe, I only have a son   It's not me, it's not me   I'm not real, I was never born      I am forever alive   I hook my heart to my eyes