let's go for a walk and paint the stars in constellations of cruelty   can you dig the moonlight   pass around the clevers so we can cut each others hearts out   let us dine with out love and make it easy and keep it meaningless   only to disintegrate any ground we shared   can you dig the moonlight    paint me your sorrow and I'll make you famous   show me your happiness and I'll forget you exist   in my book the characters bleed for what they desire   dream with me so that we can ignite defuse   wear friendship thin smother lust   I do not want what is not mine   I never did   I knew what I wanted but filled time with additives to block the pain of rejection   I spent too much time worrying about me   I am so selfish   I destroyed us and any common ground   but half the fun is rebuilding