I didn't go out today   I won't go out tomorrow   I'll just sit at home   and wallow in my sorrow   have you got some hope i can borrow   I used to think so big   I used to talk so bold   am I giving up, am I getting old?   how'd I get so low?   no I think life owes me more   and I'm going to   pick myself up off the floor   'cause I want the fucking glory      wash out go wash out   I'm feeling I'm feeling like a motherfucking failure      I wanna know how everyone survives   the day jobs and debts   not enough for rent and wounded sex   what the fuck is next   so hard to accept   how do I get by   I've been bought and sold   seen hot and cold   been bored and ignored   seen no reward for 10 years of my youth   and the long line of bastards   waiting to see me pack it in   now I know I'll never win   crawling under my skin,   just amplify in my fuzzy fucked up mind