Now that you're gone, I feel the pain   My heart trembles, I call your name   I miss your touch, your soft blonde hair   I keep searching for an answer, it just ain't there      And I don't want to live this life   And I don't want to live this life   And I don't want to live this life anymore      Everywhere I turn, the finger points on me   You'll never understand I'm in misery   'Cause, baby, without you, I have no one   Oh, my sweet darling, what have I done      And I don't want to live this life   And I don't want to live this life   And I don't want to live this life anymore      She smiled at me as I held her carefully   Her last words were "I love you" thought it set me free   And I can't forget that look on her face   It looked like an angel as she died in my prayers      And I don't want to live this life   And I don't want to live this life   And I don't want to live this life anymore