A boy sits and talks to a little red book   Alone in his chair in a little grey house   His thoughts and his dreams   Some truths some his faiths   To talk back to him and reassure that some day   That all will be   Hold tight my friend      Please god one day one glorious day   Let it be real and let it be true   I need to see what is now just inside   I swear that I'll crash if I don't see it soon   I'm always me   It's suffocating me   Forever holding my breath   Please love me please feed me   Please burn me and bleed me   I'm sick with frustration and falling again   You can find this place   Just be you just be me      I never thought it could happen this way   One faith was broken but the other's been paid   My dear friends are far but my dearest's with me   Now I feel calm and at last I feel free   Now that I'm calm at last I can breathe   Now that I'm calm at last I can breathe