I don't care if it rains today   I've nowhere to go to anyway   And it don't matter what I do   I'll feel like this until I'm through      My hair's a mess my clothes are old   My car don't always work but that's not why      I don't mind if you don't care   It's not me who's feeling scared   Watch what you're saying   Somebody might hear   And I'm ok if you can't see   These sentiments inside of me   Just let it go now   They're not what you think   I'm alright if it don't work   My hopes are high but I'll be fine   What are you saying   You know you'll go down   And it's ok if I never know why   I had a go at least I tried   You did it again   That's one half a lie      So smoke the smoke and drink the drink   Float to that far off place and you'll feel fine   Think of the things you'd like to do   And forget this feeling only lasts a while      I know I'm just a little too shy   But it's not like that behind these eyes   While it's within   Only you see this truth   Perhaps it's that I'm paranoid   But that's all tucked up deep inside   Think what you want   But are you so sure      So think the thoughts and analyze   Work out what to change before you die   Think of how you'd like to be   And wonder if this block will go away      So smoke some more and raise your glass   Go further than before then you can try   Think of how you'd like to be   Then work out all the things to put in place      I know now what I have to do   Take out some parts let others shine through   Once we give in   We can start to give out   The question is when the moment comes   Will all this work or just come undone   So throw yourself in   And you won't have a choice   Till your time you'll have to wait   But make sure when it comes you don't fall down   Give in give out