my hate, my rage; all the anger, all the blame  all the feelings that I have bred fade as I am dead  my thoughts and my will incinerate in searing flame  all the visions come back to me  no more tears to shed    at the very moment of ecstasy  I feel death so expressly  death stems from life and life from death  it cycles endlessly  it was revealed to me    all will vanish into the void as my coffin starts to burn  I have found out the truth  all will vanish into the void as the fire licks my soul  the broken strings of my life    bless my death please!  I travel to what lies beyond the endless sea  it's not what I crave, but after the grave  must be a meaning to all that is to be  we are all blind!    flowers in bloom that I've never seen  meadows a million hues of green  I hear voices calling my name  but where am I?  songs of beauty the birds sing  in the wind leaves are rustling  through the dark I see the light  where am I?    my desire, my lust  they won't just fade away  everything will perish in an endless burning blaze  my love, my hate; with open arms I'll await the day  the days I remember now seem like dreams  an illusion without light  you should know    no matter how I live or how I die, the result will be the same  no matter how I live of how I die, only the seeds remain  the seeds of hope    the seed of an angel  the seed of a devil or the seed of nothingness it may be  no use denying it, here is the proof  nothing else shall remain, only the truth!    may it be heaven, may it be hell  may it be truth, may it be false  may it be death, may it be life  may it be shadow, may it be light  but the truth should be buried!    new dimension, open it's gate!    your curious eyes, where life and death collide    and for the first time I thought the tears shed were beautiful    there must be a cure but a sad cure indeed  my blood runs through the vessels then I bleed    nothing to fear so I enter the fire  my last vestige of life expires  a last breath, so deep  before endless sleep  before my family weeps  even after my flesh decays, I'll live on inside of you...