[Jamie Madrox]  On the windows in my mind at night   There's some things going on, some of them are not right   I've been locked in this house, in this abusive home   No one is there on the couch and I'm alone   Inside of my head, things are unclear   I don't rely on the person I see in the mirror   And I don't die for the chance to be standing right here   Sometimes I'm a smart ass when being sincere     [Monoxide Child]  I see everything's flashing, I wish it would stop   There's just something that makes me so nervous about cops   All their pushing and shoving and macing my eyes   It will only keep burning this hate that's inside of me   Hitting me, kicking me just for the fun   And all I keep on thinking is "Go for the skull!"   To protect and to serve are the words you should heed   And if you don't, we're gonna watch you bleed     [Chorus]  Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can break me   Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can make me   Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can save me   Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can change me     [Monoxide Child]  She loves me and hates me, it's all just the same   But I can hear her screaming and yelling my name   Now her face is all blue and her eyes are all red   From the drugs that she keeps on popping   Instead of me helping I'm learning and pushing away   The visions and memories of things she would say   They keep coming and flashing so I keep on laughing   Bitch, you never should've fucked my boy     [Jamie Madrox]  I'm in touch with my fear, that's why I stay afraid   And I'll stay that way until night turns to day   And them nice words you say will slowly mutate   And become the better part of you we all love to hate   And well, speaking of fate, I'm trying to relate   To the ever growing destiny and it's amazing shape   They tell me I'm straight and then diss me all day   There's a website debate, was it all a mistake?     [Chorus]  Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can break me   Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can make me   Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can save me   Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can change me     [Monoxide Child]  It just keeps calling me, whispers my name   All alone I was sitting down in the darkness again   All my friends, they are dead but remain in my head   So I truly believe that they are all my enemy   Telling me why, and I'll tell the sky   That Hell is all real and that Heaven's a fantasy   Capture me mentally nothing substantially evident   Except that my head's a little fucked up     [Chorus x2]  Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can break me   Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can make me   Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can save me   Wondering Why? (Why?)   Not giving up (No)   Nothing can change me