It's not me, it's not mine  Without this shadow my life would shine  Get this monkey off my back  Then I'll choose a better tack    Parameters set far too narrow  Pavement turns to broken gavel  Ten commandments become suggestions  My ordered life starts to unravel    The square is always equal to the sum of the hypotenuse  When you don't believe that what you reap is what you sow - you lose    Indulgence by proxy a rope wound seven times, climb the stairs  Drop the platform, brings an end to my crimes    The gavel fell with such a force  I found my soul in much remorse  The monkey died a bitter death  The shadow faded then engressed    Peeling back the ludicrous thought patterns of my past  Trying to find some meaning try to make it really last  Cerebellum traps a thought and holds it for eternity  Pays me back in broken dreams till I let go that part of me    He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds    An alibi is what I need  I hope and pray I find one  The Holy Grail of bitterness  The goblet of grace undone    The shadow returned but this time white  No more my skin dows crawl  Into my world the shadow invite  Sadness left earth's ancient fall    Cerebellum traps a thought and holds it for eternity  Pays me back in broken dreams till I let go that part of me    Indulgence by proxy a broken rope of seven  White shadows glowing hand reaches down from heaven