To gnaw at the earth till losing breath  Dipped in velocity of time  So close to despendency I chew the bricks  Agat barks no longer,  cold blade rips the bowels open    All of a sudden there is only darkness outside  It's so hard to smuggle this tiny bit of light  All of a sudden there is only darkness outside  It's so hard to smuggle this tiny bit of light  I pace on toes up and down the abandoned rooms  Wrenching last memories away from the walls    I tear to pieces all of your clothes,  Abominable rags  I throw tehm through the window,  I throw tehm all  Not to watch, not to smell them  Anymore  I set the fire to the photographs  Observe the way they burn  The faces get disfigured, hands become distorted    All of a sudden there is only darkness outside  It's so hard to smuggle this tiny bit of light  All of a sudden there is only darkness outside  It's so hard to smuggle this tiny bit of light  I pace on toes up and down the abandoned rooms  Wrenching last memories away from the walls    Even if the tablecloth became red  The fierce and cruel words will not change anything  I can feel that my knees bend  On steps of the staircase to...  Nowhere  Nowhere  Nowhere  Nowhere    The spout soon gets clogged with the sharp prickles of my hair  My hands still remain dirty, cannot wash them clean  Water calms down, traquility suurounds me  I am at last ready to say good-bye...  All my veins are open it for you  I'll give out every single drop of my blood!!!    Even the tablecloth became red  The fierce and cruel words will not change anything...