it burned our tongues and stomaches   when we tried to tame it   passed it back a forth   the bile that we were tasting   ground our teeth to powder   nothing ever changes   haven't found some solace   while my fist continue swinging      looking for dead animals   the most perverted,   twisted form of learning   sorry if i hurt you   in the middle of the ice   striking at the surface   frozen, my reflection   by any means i'll burn      we said things in the dark past   you would deny   so i kept my eyes shut tight   there's nothing there to prove i cared, now   the ugliness i shared i buried   safe under the ground   not even a scar, barely recollected   don't think i should be allowed to forget you   shadows i and i confide   and made my own   and were not writing to me   till the day you showed up      the moment you let me in's the minute he slips away   but isn't it lonely sitting watch atop his grave?   i don't want to replace what the earth took from you, girl   but you kiss like you're dead already   i'm worried