She sits alone again and tries her best  Not to pretend that all she use to live for was a love that was unfair  Everytime she needs to do the things that she believes will fill the void inside of her cause he was never there    She said i swear im not the devil although you think i am   I swear im not the devil    He tries to sleep again  And he wonders when the pain will end  The cuts, they may run deeper than his cracking outer shell    He looks with tired eyes  At all the people hypnotized  And wonders what can save him  From his self created hell.     And he said i swear im not the devil although you think i am   I swear im not the devil    I always fail to see the little things in front of me  The things that mean so much to you  A way to let you know   That i appreciate the way you always tolerate   But sometimes when i medicate   Frustration in you shows me how you feel    But i swear im not the devil although you think i am   I swear im not the devil    And i scream i swear im not the devil although you think i am   I swear im not the devil    these lyrics are submitted by steven wheeler