I've been so alone for so long   Forgotten by the world   Forgotten to myself   Your effervescent eyes have awakened me   And brushed the dust away   But I knew you'd never stay     So I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you   And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you     I miss   God I miss   Waking up beside you     At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid   Afraid the day will come   And I'll wake and find you gone   But you promised that you'd not abandon me   And kissed my fears away   But I woke up to that day     But I had memorized the way our eyes   would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror   And I memorized your naked silhouette as you slowly brushed your hair   I miss   God I miss   Waking up beside you     I've been so alone for so long   I forgot how much it hurts   To wake up so alone     But I memorized how warm your body felt   as you lay half asleep beside me   And I memorized the way the sunlight   filled the room and played upon your body     I miss   God I miss   Waking up beside you   I miss   God I miss   Waking up beside you