Sitting here like uninvited company  Wallowing in my own obscenities  I share a cigarette with negativity  Sitting here like wet ashes with X's in my eyes  And drawing flies    Bathed in perspiration drowned my enemies  Used my inspiration for a guillotine  I fire a loaded mental cannon to the page  Leaning on the pedestal that holds my self denial  Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride  Sitting here like wet ashes with X's in my eyes  And drawing flies    Hey what you yellin' about  Conditions, permission, mirrored self-affliction  Hey what you yellin' about  Sadists' co-addiction, perfect analogies  Hey what you yellin' about  Conditions, permission, mirrored self-affliction    Leaning on the pedestal that holds my self denial  Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride  Sitting here like wet ashes with X's in my eyes  And drawing flies