Like wept mother, so wept son  entered the world not welcomed  tears shed in pain never dry  all my days I behold her cry    "Nothing you say  worth hearing  All that you do  brings me back to you  The absence of love I'm sensing  Is it me is it you  makes me bitter makes me hate  And I hate  AND I HATE!!!"    Sucked not love but bitterness  in her arms out of her breast  As the black world fell apart  fear built house in an unborn heart  Wise is the one who dares to hear  Demons howling in his head  At the gate my allies come  Strike dead the evil ones    In wilderness...  Wolves howl me my lullaby  Crow shrieks a fairy tale  Owl speaks wise thoughts  in my head, in my sleep...  "dream my earthly child dream  the eagle and the serpent  will guard your sleep"    Out of the house across the yard  To the garden where memories are cast  seek beloved the dearest one  I see the gate I no longer run  Now drum is broken and hell is loose  In a tree of wisdom they put a noose  Chaos I Breath it's my last sigh  I'll hang this child into tree of life