Like mother, so wept son   Entered the world not welcomed   Tears shed in pain never dry   All my days I behold her cry.      Nothing you say   Worth hearing   All that you do   Brings me back to you...      The absence of love I'm sensing   Is it me? Is it you?   Makes me bitter, makes me hate   And I hate - And I hate!      Sucked not love but bitterness   In her arms, out of her breast   As the black world fell apart   Fear built house in an unborn heart.      Wise is the one who dares to hear   Demons howling in his head   At the gate, my allies come   Strike dead the evil ones.      Nothing you say   Worth hearing   All that you do   Brings me back to you...      The absence of love I'm sensing   Is it me? Is it you?   Makes me bitter, makes me hate   And I hate - And I hate!      In wilderness, wolves howl me my lullaby   Crow shrieks a fairy tale   Owl speaks wise thoughts   In my head, in my sleep.      Dream, my earthly child, dream   The eagle and the serpent will guard your sleep.      Out of the house, across the yard   To the garden where memories are cast   Seek, beloved, the dearest one   I see the gate, I no longer run.      Now drum is broken and hell is loose   In a tree of wisdom, they put a noose   Chaos I breathe, it's my last sigh   I'll hang this child in the tree of life.