Searching for a song  That sings my feelings  Knowing all along  That it won't heal me  Torchering my tears  I try to make them stall  I didn't mean to fall    Day turns into night  You're still in my head  Even though I fight  To forget what you did  My hand held in yours  You can't deny at all  You pushed me to fall  I didn't mean to fall    Will I ever walk  In different foot prints  Will I ever stop  Crush adolescence  Emotions I hate  And don't wanna feel at all  I didn't mean to fall  I didn't mean to fall  Mean to fall  I didn't mean to fall