I confess  So it's all my fault, i felt the water and it was too much for my liking  So it's all your fault, you pushed me and i can't recover cuz it's staining me away    You'll be sorry when i'm shaking  What will be your face? a smile?  A tear for every single fear you're not feeling now?    Righteous eyes don't even compare to a self-righteous heart  You turned around and i was gone, you weren't waiting very long  Who will save me now?    I'm so stupid  Why can't i stop beating myself up with these thoughts?  They're unclean, not what you've made for me  I'm so much more, i have to be so much more  I just can't get around you're even more  Please God save me now