Have you ever wanted to be like me?  Carefree thoughts of hope to come  Well what if I wanted to be like me?  Or at least like the me that you thought I was    Wonder wondering if I should hate you and be alone  Wonder wondering if I should hate myself I don't know    Have you ever wanted to fall asleep knowing that you had won?  Or hoped tomorrow would come sooner than today  Because tonight I'm feeling deconstructed  And like I shouldn't care    It's always hard to walk not putting up a fight  But if you looked at what was going on  You'd realize I'm right and that confusion manifests itself until there is no end  You thought you could do this alone  I thought you were my only friend  It's better to forget this  Never speak of it again  I'll try to move on it'll be hard  So I guess I'll just pretend but please don't say you're sorry  It would only make it worse  Your pride will only get you so far 'til you realize I'm hurt  But please don't say you're sorry  It would only make it worse  I'm sick of hearing all these lines  I know are rehearsed but please don't say you're sorry  It would only make it worse  Your pride will only get you so far 'til you realize how hurt I am