On the morning   I woke up and screamed out loud   My god what happened to the life   That once made me so proud   Thoughts of dying   Thoughts of living past today   They scream through my head openly   In an open minded state   Now im stuck here   Bloody flesh and bones and skin   Its not what happened to my mind   This is just the mess im in   Cant i break, all these chains   Im sad   Where were you, i need you   Im sad   We could be, wait and see   Im sad   But of course im not, sane again   Im sad when you werent old enough to choose     Can i take that   What i want back   Can i take back what i deserve,   Or will i be left untill,   Everyone is dead   What will i   Take for my self   Can i take back what i deserve,   Or will i be left until   Everyone is dead     Now im stuck here,   Bloody flesh bones and skin   Its not what ive done to my life   Its just the mess im in   When i break free   From the things that hold me here   Encumbered by, the sweet embrace   Of many well earned tears   I can speak now,   From my heart and to my head   Im losing touch,   Im holding on to corpses of words said     Cant i break, all these chains   Im sad   Where were you, i need you   Im sad   We could be, wait and see   Im sad   But of course im not, sane again   Im sad when you werent old enough to choose     Can i take that   What i want back   Can i take back what i deserve,   Or will i be left untill,   Everyone is dead   What will i   Take for my self   Can i take back what i deserve,   Or will i be left until   Everyone is dead