I'm not scared but this is happening  I'm not afraid but this is real    It all comes at once  From every single direction  This time I'm not sleeping at all    How could this be real?  I've failed You    I was lying when I said  I was looking north  I was too scared to show what I am  Bare with me this is all I have left  This might be more than a simple conversation    It's been dancing around in my head  For quite some time  Just the thought  Of cleaning up myself    I was lying when I said  I was looking north  I was too scared to show what I am  Bare with me this is all I have left  This might be more than a simple conversation    I'm not sleeping at all    I stare at the wall  Watching my time float away  It's all been a blur  And nothing will change    I was lying  This is defeat    these lyrics are submitted by Family Force 5 Fan