I see your charades  I see your hidden lies  I see delusions  I see what you deny    I live the inner pain  I keep what can't be said  I feel the slowing drain  I live despair of day  I live in silent rage  I hold the bitter truth  I live in penitence  I fell my self hatred    Slow rotting from within  Bile burning in my throat  Caged by bars of my mind  Self shatters to fragments  Fade away, melt away  Become one with the void  What was shall never be  As I melt away into the black    I feed on broken glass  I try to kill the pain  Nothing can fill the inner void  So close to the end  I say my good-byes  I laugh at your life  I laugh at your life  I laugh at your life