I've been searching  I've been hiding  like a pilgrim  new sun rising  I've been drowning in your river  trying to be a true believer  I've been reading all your fables  turning over every table  making peace with Cain & Abel   somehow I still feel unstable    but I can' t lie, your truth lives in my heart  and I'm not blind I see one face in the dark    I was digging  I was dreaming  crucifying every meaning  tightrope walking on cathedrals  acrobatics over hell  I was kneeling on my altar  but your termites have good teeth  and when you silenced all my parties  me & Judas kept on dancing