How much longer will it take to erode my one mistake  I should have seen it loud and clear  every grimace, every sneer  all along I had my doubts but never stopped to call you out  from behind your paper cell  the lights are on but all's not well    how long until the day  these hands will hurt no more  so much left to say  just leave it all alone  my god was i saved  by reason or by scorn?    sinking further in the mud  I heard you say you'e had enough  something hangs out in the yard  a broken man...who tried to hard  I turned to look but found you gone  I can't believe what you have done  I watched the tears run down your face   but never felt your fall from grace...    What kind price will you now pay to make the nightmares go away  they follow you into the calm, there's no escape, something's wrong  after all that we've been through I thought I could depend on you  to bring your demons out to share their bellies full of all your cares...