paint my face with tears  it will make it easier on me  you want to live your whole life  yet you waste your time with greed    your new life is causing me to die  cant i have another try?    take your pride  use it on someone else who cares  it wont be useful to me  just leave me with my broken heart  thanks for the useless memories    now watch me fall as my last request  watch me breathe the fire  that burns inside of me  watch me kill the silence  watch me take my sins  and turn them into a path of darkness    i want to close my eyes  and destroy my mind  i want to run from my past  but you keep coming back    take your pills  and lie on the floor  choke on your mistakes  and beg for forgiveness  i'll take care of the rest