I scrape the glass for crumbs and ask the mirror for some truth.    I loaded my body with chemicals, it was no use.    Cause retribution's coming for the years of this abuse,    And I can't get away and still I can't get close enough to You.       You won't go away,    But every hit is just a taste.    Something scares me in this place.    I self destruct for days.       It's a constant reminder of what I can and cannot have.    The smell, the taste, it's all just fake, the truth is what I lack.    So I will keep on running and keep my head above the ground,    And I will look for you in places you cannot be found.       You won't go away,    But every hit is just a taste    Something scares me in this place.    I self destruct for days.    You won't go away,    But every hit is just a taste    Of all the things I need to face.    But it's all so fake.       "It's okay," a voice says, "We all look elsewhere."    It's true, that I look elsewhere, for you.       You won't go away.       You won't go away,    But every hit is just a taste    Something scares me in this place.    I self destruct for days.    You won't go away,    But every hit is just a taste    Of all the things I need to face.    But it's all so fake.       You won't go away,    But every hit is a taste    You won't go away,    Still I've been gone for days!