I left a note on the table, I hope it finds you well   I hope you don't hurt like you did, 'cause I'd just blame myself   And I know its for me that    I'm out on these streets bleeding nightly   For these people I meet   But its you who I long for when I cannot sleep   Its enough it could drive me to drink         And I am almost nowhere and I'm getting there fast   You're the hope in my cold stare   You're the drink in my hand      When I picked up you broke into tears   You said you weren't busy enough   I still don't know why you need me   And my broken down love   With each second that ticks your voice rings in my ears and the memories flood back from all of our years   And I tell you its ok, there's nothing to fear   And I secretly hope I am right      And I am almost nowhere and I'm getting there fast   You're the hope in my cold stare   You're the drink in my hand      I left you last week and you told me, "Go on and follow your dreams,"   I think about that lately, still I don't know what it means   Becuase you're what I dream of when I wake alone   As I drift away as we talk on the phone    You're what I want and that's all I know   And I still just can't wait to get home