I left you a note on the table   I hope it finds you well   I hope you don't hurt like you did   'Cause I'd just blame myself      And I know it's for me that I'm out on these streets   Bleeding nightly for these people I meet   But it's you who I long for when I cannot sleep   It's enough, it could drive me to drink      And I, I am almost nowhere   And I'm getting there fast   You, you're the hope in my cold stare   You're the drink in my hand      When I picked up you broke into tears   You said you weren't busy enough   I still don't know why you need me   And my broken down love      With each second that ticks your voice rings in my ears   And memories flood back from all of our years   And I tell you it's okay, there's nothing to fear   And I secretly hope I am right      And I, I am almost nowhere   And I'm getting there fast   But you, you're the hope in my cold stare   You're the drink in my hand      You're the drink in my hand   You're the drink in my hand   You're the drink in my hand   You're the drink in my hand   You're the drink in my hand      I left you last week and you told me   "Go on and follow your dreams "   I think about that lately   But still I don't know what it means      'Cause you're what I dream of when I awake alone   As I drift away, as we talk on the phone   You're all I want and that's all that I know   And I still just can't wait to get home      And I, I am almost nowhere   And I'm getting there fast   And you, you're the hope in my cold stare   You're the drink in my hand      You're the drink in my hand   You're the drink in my hand   You're the drink in my hand