My pain is never ending   I feel it grow inside   Frustration overwhelms me   There's no place left to hide   My mind is always racing   These things can't stay the same   I want to see the difference   I want to see the change      I'm standing outside   For you decide   But I don't want to wait   And I tried to be strong   As we went along   And you said nothing changed   So what's left to believe?   I'm not going to leave   There's nothing left to say   Don''t say you were blind   Because I never lied   I'm just hoping now that you will remember me      You know just what you're doing   Because you do it oh so well   And maybe you tried to fool me   But I never fooled myself   Your story is always changing   But things still stay the same   And sometimes I long to see you   And sometimes I stay away