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I have bottomed out
and my future doesn't fit into my schedule.
All booked up on depression and self-loathing.
Buried deep in sleep from passing out, no time to plan ahead.
Someone please tell me, why do i think this way?
Someone please tell me that this isn't the end of everything.

A chemical imbalance? No.
The smell of my own vomit lost in my last tears.
No more kissing clocks or throwing coins into wishing wells
to try and fix the way I fucked myself.

When it's finally here,
it's never enough and when it's finally gone,
it's never coming back.
Somehow I fooled myself into believing that this would work out,
that I wouldn't end up hurt.
I have bottomed out    and my future doesn't fit into my schedule.   All booked up on depression and self-loathing.   Buried deep in sleep from passing out, no time to plan ahead.   Someone please tell me, why do i think this way?   Someone please tell me that this isn't the end of everything.      A chemical imbalance? No.    The smell of my own vomit lost in my last tears.   No more kissing clocks or throwing coins into wishing wells    to try and fix the way I fucked myself.      When it's finally here,    it's never enough and when it's finally gone,    it's never coming back.   Somehow I fooled myself into believing that this would work out,   that I wouldn't end up hurt.