she sent a curve in the current    of faintly feeling alive    and insecurity got the better part of me.    courage came seeping out and left me the weakened boy.   sleepless nights enveloped in you.    just say your hands will never leave mine.   everything that was always is a mishaped box.   so let these rain drops fall down my face   to hide away the tears.   the last ones shed and i've noticed a difference in the chair.   leave me laying in the cement.    the falling for you is me falling apart    and did he ever find the comfort in woven wings?   please don't leave me hanging by my neck like this.    my body falls silent as your head falls upon my shoulder.   i can't stop thinking of you.    i want to hear your voice through these wires.    i want to be held within your arms.    i'm reaching for you but i'm afraid you're already gone.