I don't think I ever know   If I ever really want it   Could be why I'm never sure   If I ever really got it   And I guess it's maybe easier   Not to think too much about it...   A house a car a family and friends   Yeah all it means to justify the ends   But sometimes... I wonder...   In the back of my mind   Sometimes... I wonder...   If I'm wasting all my time   Sometimes... I wonder...   If I'm putting off my real life...   What I could've done,   Where I could've been   When I should've gone,   Why I should've seen   Who I would've loved,   How I would've dreamed   And if it's always always too late...   I don't think I ever know   That I ever really need it   Could be why I'm never sure   That I ever really feel it   And I think it's maybe easier   To guess I really mean it...   A house! A car! A family and friends!   Yeah all it means to justify the ends   But sometimes... I wonder...   A girl! A smile! A holiday and sex!   Yeah all it takes   To make sense of the rest   But sometimes... I wonder...   In the back of my mind   Sometimes... I wonder...   If I'm killing all my time   Sometimes... I wonder...   If I'm giving up my real life...   What I could've done,   Where I could've been   When I should've gone,   Why I should've seen   Who I would've loved,   How I would've dreamed   And if it's always, always too late...   And every day that I let slide   Is one day more I never try   To break the world   To make my fate   And with every day that I let go   It's one day less I ever know   If it's always   Always too late...