Wish I was too dead to cry   as self affection fades   Stones to throw   at my creator   Masakist to which I cater      Chorus:   You dont need to bother   I dont need to breathe   I'll keep slippin farther,But once I hold on   I wont let go till it bleeds      I wish I was too dead to care   If indeed I cared at all   Never had a voice to protest   So you fed me shit to digest   I wish I had a reason   My flaws are open season   For this I gave up trying   One good time deserves my dying      Chorus      Wish I died instead of lived   Zombie hides my face   Shelf forgotten with its memories   Diaries left with cryptic entries      Chorus x 2