Feelin' down tonight, tell myself   I'm doing alright and there's nothing on my mind   But in a word, I'm crushed. I've lost my girl   and I drink too much. I'll hide behind a smile      'Coz I know I wanted it this way   But I was cold and afraid of growing old with nothing but the same      So give me some help   Am I losing the run of myself?      So now I've seen both sides, I've made my choice   The great divide. I took the easy way out   But I was sure that time, I knew before   I made my mind up, wrestling my pride      But I know I wanted it this way   But I was told and afraid of growing old with nothing but the same      So give em some help   Am I losing the run of myself?      Feelin' down...