21 thoughts getting older in my head   pros and cons whats been said   how i am how i will be   from this fence ill never see      i dont want forever to start from now   you know me i get freaked out   to worried to smile   to stubborn to cry   but i shiver im scared      but i wana hide ye    its decision time and iv been thinking   things im not proud of you know i feel in doubt but ive been drinking   and the best thing to do   is the last thing i choose      our love was never a barrier   its too young to make it work   and im so unsure   but i cannot lie   i shiver im scared      but i wana hide ye    its decision time and iv been thinking   things im not proud of you know i feel in doubt but ive been drinking   and the best thing to do   is the last thing i choose      its not that easy   its not that easy   its not that esy   its not hthat easy   its not that easy   its not that easy