I go downtown   Lay by the railroad tracks   I'm gonna go downtown   Lay down by the railroad tracks   You see I don't want nothin'    Since my baby, she ain't comin' back      My lady she's gone   Took all my reason to live   My baby she gone   Took all my reason to live   Since she don't want me   I got nothin' left to give      Chorus:   She won't see me   Won't pick up the telephone   I wonder if she knows   She's the reason that I'll be gone      Lay in my bed   Stare at the ceiling for a while   I'm gonna lay in my bed   Stare at the ceiling for a while   My baby gonna miss me   My lady gonna miss me when I die      (Repeat Chorus)      Got my pills   Got my bottle of gin   I'm gonna swallow my pills   Swallow my bottle of gin   When I close my eyes   I won't see the sun again      (Repeat Chorus)      Get me a gun   Go back into my room   I'm gonna get me a gun   One with a barrel or two   You know I'm better off dead than   Singing these suicide blues