I'm living in an empty house   My family is in prison   everything feels like dying   I got no one to trust   My neighbours are fools   everything feels like dying      I'm thinkin' of suicide   I'm thinkin' of suicide   I'm thinkin' of suicide   I'm thinkin' of suicide      I got no friends 'cause they are dead   But one friend is staying by me   I have no reasons to stay   I want to leave this world   Leave my problems here   I have no reasons to stay      I'm thinkin' of suicide   I'm thinkin' of suicide   I'm thinkin' of suicide   I'm thinkin' of suicide      I've got one reason to live   but a hundred to die   But I stay and (fight)