No more crying, no more pain,   in head,   in heart,   nowhere   Dreams becoming reality, no illusions fading away   Love that seems to be fulfilled   and is   and will be,   staying forever and ever right from the start   Not to be dependent on hope to survive,   just live   No thoughts hiding the real me and confuse my mind      Wanting to understand why, no nonsense words hurting   Pain that hurts more than before   Almost regretting telling it, but not taking it back anymore   Wishing, the word “if” were never there,   heard   and learned   Tears, whose spring runs deep   Fear, that it will never end      I shouldn’t have said it      Thought time is the great healer   But suddenly old sores open   Start to bleed again   Just like this,   without warning   The same scene in front of me   The same words in my head   The same pain in my heart   The same question, will it ever stop to hurt?   Will I be ever able to love someone else like this?