How 'bout getting off of these antibiotics   How 'bout stopping eating when I'm full up   How 'bout them transparent dangling carrots   How 'bout that ever elusive kudo       Thank you india   Thank you terror   Thank you disillusionment   Thank you frailty   Thank you consequence   Thank you thank you silence       How 'bout me not blaming you for everything   How 'bout me enjoying the moment for once   How 'bout how good it feels to finaly forgive you   How 'bout grieving it all one at a time      Thank you india   Thank you terror   Thank you disillusionment   Thank you frailty   Thank you consequence   Thank you thank you silence       The moment I let go of it was the moment   I got more than I could handle   The moment I jumped off of it   Was the moment I touched down       How 'bout no longer being masochistic   How 'bout remembering your divinity   How 'bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out   How 'bout not equating death with stopping       Thank you india   Thank you providence   Thank you disillusionment   Thank you nothingness   Thank you clarity   Thank you thank you silence