[Vlastyn]      "I kill myself    I kill for god    Waiting, leaving,    I can't see your light    I can't feel you..."       You see we've come to the end    And I can't pretend we'll return anymore    Do you see now where we've gone    Can you understand can you feel it strong?    I don't know where the answer lies    We live by fear and die in denial    Is this the final chance you have?    Will you take it now, will make it last?       "Just rape my mind    Make me believe it all    I can't help your dead hands    I am agonised by fear    Punish me, scorn me    Throw me into hell, I belong there    and I won't die for you    I can't die for you    I'm already fucked, I'm already dead    by the sins I've forsaken"       You burned in the fire of their heart's content    and followed everywhere they went    You won't believe this is your fate    Until the day you fall from grace    (You'll fall from grace...)       "Insert the cross    into my bloody cunt    I'm a slut for you    and only for you    Sodomized, victimised    I can't be chastitised    So fuck me, love me,    do me all over again    Yeah take me to heaven,    Take it like you never have    And make me pure again."