I've hardly been outside my room in days   'Cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays   The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away   And it was then I realize the conscience never fades   When you're young you have this image of your life   That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife   And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross   And if you happen to you wake completely lost   But I will fight for you, be sure that I will fight   Until we're the special two once again      And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together   Our hands would not be taught to hold another's   'Cause we're the special two   And we can only see each other, we'll breathe together   These arms will not be taught to need another's   'Cause we're the special two      I remember someone old once said to me   That lies will lock you up with truth the only key   I was comfortable and warm inside my shell   And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell   So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?   Well, my guess the answer is don't do it in the first place   I know, I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now   But if by chance you change your mind   You know I will not let you down   'Cause we were the special two and will be again      And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together   Our hands would not be taught to hold another's   'Cause we're the special two   And we can only see each other, we'll breathe together   These arms will not be taught to need another's   We're the special two      I step outside my mind's eyes for a minute   And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease   Or something that could ease the pain   But nothing cures the hurt, you, you bring on boy yourself   Just remembering, just remembering how we were      And we would only need each other, we'd bleed together   These hands would not be taught to hold another's   We were the special two   And we could only see each other, we'd bleed together   These arms would not be taught to need another's   'Cause we're the special two