The glued-on sheet of self control   The pity of sense of sanity   Cracking at the seams   Torn from my reality      The motion of thoughts subdued   Overcome, suppressed by terror   The mouth of fear overfed   By dread beyond measure      Pounding waves of overload   Running through my every nerve   Will reduced to nothingness      My system overturned   My mind resigns to defeat   Internal razors activated   Slashing through unprocessed thought   The severance of self complete      Heartbeats hammering at the sight   A revelation to wrap my soul in fear   Blinded by the never light   As I stare into my organic shadow      The bin of repressed emotions crammed   Limits of pain by far exceeded   I stare into the blank   The mantra of dead silence repeated      Hear me, find me   Save me, the dead me      Shallow breathing   Eyes not shut, not open   By fear silenced   Incantations never spoken      This hell of vacuum abound   With the chanting whispers of the mute   Exposed to the wrath of never sound   The words of my organic shadow