Hope you're not looking down on me today    I've tried to do my best carrying this weight    I know about vengeance upon me   I have never forgotten for one second    But this was hard    You must know I regret that morning more than anything    And I'd give it back    That is not to say I don't love this    But there is not one day I can forget    There is not one day    Sometimes I feel I'm waiting, biding time    Waiting for something that may never come    Still everything is different    All was changed, everything   Everything   All that we live for    All that we dreamed of taken away    Sometimes I swear that I'm waiting for    Something to jump out at me    Where can you go when they come calling?   Where can you hide when they come for you?   Times like this when the walls close in and I can't breathe    I call your name