Looking back in anger, looking back with joy and laughs   Don't ask me all those questions, cause I don't have the answers now   I tried to hold back, all my thoughts and all my dreams   Just to make thing better, I was using myself past my means   But all those days are gone   And I can't find the path that I should follow   I'm walking unknown land   Mile after mile I search the way back to my mind   And I cannot believe how hard it is to find   When I'm down      I used to make things easy, I used to be a happy guy   But now things seem so different, that I can't even play the game   I got to try, to find a way through all this now yeah   So what I need now, is someone to read the map cause I don't know how      I feel ashamed and I'm to blame   Cause I tried to be, I tried to see things from my side   And I also bleed, I also need some space   It's time to close this case