I've stood by, and I've eried,    while my friends have died    You ever had a friend kill    themselves, shot down, or    knifed?    Just when I think it's happened    for the final time,    it comes knocking back again to    devastate my life       20 years of hell    20 years of hell    For I've been living far too long    and I wish my life was done       I said, "Good-bye" to you, on a    summer's night    Now I wish that I had stayed    with you but, oh it's too late    next thing I knew was that    you'd been in an attack    and you were laying in a cold    morgue stuffed into a body bag       I saw you last night you said I    was wrong    And where'd I get the idea you    were gone?    I woke up to sounds of my own    screams    I woke up in a sweat it was just    a dream    and that dream goes on and on    and on...    with it ever end? Well I don't... I    don't know    I don't ... know...