Right now, in the heat of my head   a flower blooms that was already dead   decembers long gone   but these fields are forever frozen   ......and everything she said   burns in the back of my head   quick-sands of silver   under dreams still glittering golden      all along i sing this song   it runs wild like a river inside   a voice cries out sharp words of doubt   if i take them to heart they make me bleed   everyday my attention strays   light like life it fades away   the clock it ticks   i turn my back   i feel the surface bulge and crack....      tick tick tock tick tock tick tick tick tock tick tock tick      SLAM!@#!@#   I WANT THE CHANNNNGGGEE   I FEEL THE CHANNNNNNGGGEE      then post-metamorphosis where do the answers lie   one above and one below with lions locked inside      then in silence they turn the key   setting all those lions free.e.eee.e      then i hold my head up higher and higher   reach out tentacles to every desire   i faced the sea and its time for a change   i am an octopus in flames      sinking underwater   sweating boiling getting hotter   bubbles burst between my fingers   my breath is cracked and drawn   sinking like an anvil   and facing several tentacles   my eyes go black and pop red cherries   the surface me is gone   GONE   IM GONE   GONE   IM GONE   GONE   IM GONE   GONE   IM GONE   im mesmerized -- a servant to the light u cant deny it   with everyone standing here   im a million miles away   a change