How does it feel? How does it feel?   all of your dreams - well did they ever come true?   and did you get what you want?   how does it feel to be alive?   stare into the eyes of all your dead friends   you're the one that did this to them   stare into the eyes of all your dead friends   all these ghosts no longer children   stare into the eyes of all your dead friends   you were met with resistance   you fought hard, you persisted   now look back on your transgressions   head in hands   this is your punishment - and this is your penance   this is your reward - trophies and tombstones   How does it feel to be alive?