i would have called you if i had known you still think of me.    its been a couple of years since i made you so unhappy.   when i look in your eyes, i remember those times.    time flies so fast, seems like yesterday,   when i had you everyday, now i feel like an ass.    you could have called me on the phone,   you could have left a message when i wasnt home   and then i might have known, what was going on and on.   now i am with you again and i know you're thinking of me,   its been a couple of weeks since you made me so very happy.    when you told me where you want to go,   with my heart i let you know i felt the same   but when i think about what i did for months i still feel the shame,    and when im gone on tour i think about you, and i miss you more.   i promise i know right from wrong    but i'll never know whats really going on.