Its your motherfuckin boy   Yeah   Jump Off Joe Budden here   Clinton Sparks   We gonna get familiar with it   We gonna get familiar together matter fact   Boston stand up   Jerz stand up   Sparks, solid its your boy   It'ssssss...   It'ssssss...   THAT ON TOP MUSIC      [Chorus: repeat 4X]   Whatever it takes   To find a way   To find a way   To find a way   I'ma do      aight   I'm dealin with some shit homie   Its in the back of my head   And its some shit homie   But I just rap it instead   See I got Wolverine claws in me   But the whole worlds throwin stones at me   Like they all got a bone with me   Got a childs mother   And I hate her to death   But that's my childs mother   So that's my major till death   Its wild how I love her   For putting little me here   And me and here could be forever   she gon still be there   but there some other niggaz   I just take care of the room   But they some other niggaz   Now lets get back to the song   I got a drug problem   That I ain't attended to   Because I got enough problems   And my solution is to stuff problems   But if something goes wrong with that   Then its back to PCP   And so long with raps   See I'm depressed lately   But nobody understands that I'm depressed lately   I'm sorta feelin represed lately   And youll be hearin and seein me less lately   Like has anyone noticed the regress lately   Look deep nigga   Don't I seem stressed lately   Seem disturbed   Alotta regrets lately   Got a company   That I'm signed to   But they ain't in my company   When all I need is some company   When I start feelin like everybodies done with me   I'm tryin to see what everybody want fwith me   Then the mistress   Yeah the girl from *10 minutes its her   Now I'm needed ten minutes for her   I can't get into it   But I want y'all to know   That ill get into   But ill save that for *The Growth   And this rap beef   But I'm so secure with me   Its only rap beef   I don't need security   Wanna get at me   Wanna go to war with me   That's just one phone call from me   Check this shit   I got a whole hood   That don't appreciate me   It's not the whole hood   That depreciates me   What you gonna tell me   When it's the streets that made me   And I won't let the belly of the beast degrade me   And then theres rap critics   They say all I make is dance music   But to almost anything   You can dance stupid   They ain't like the single   But they ain't cop the album   Wouldn't give a chance to it   Not a second glance to it   They say he whines too much   Hes too bitter   They call it complaining   I call it explaining   I know normal niggaz get caught up in the game and   Lose they mind and y'all call it entertainment   Its some shit with me   And dudes been knew that   But I'm gambling a lot and I ain't used to do that   And then rap ain't payin the bills   Its more money more problems   Or its no money more problems   Its all enormous when you playin these games   That's how it feel to have a warrant on a famous face   Then the albums pushed back because they say he need a   single at the moment   When what he need is a single moment   Then I'm involved in the he say she say   And that's on my mind on replay each day   Then theres the bullshit that she say that hes gay   But she wouldn't like to think that I ain't like her   Just because she was throwin it at me and I ain't touch   her   Shell say anything sides from I ain't wanna fuck her   I don't feel good   So I don't wanna go to a club   dont wanna go to a lounge   just wanna lounge   in the same sweats that I had on for days   same tee I had on for a week   what I got on it speaks   what I got on it reeks   no shape up   cause but that's just how I'm feelin   and one day at a time   its God willin   im tryin to see straight   but the fog keeps building   pulse start racing   the bulls startin to hate me   but I gotta be a king   cause its wolves tryin to play me   hoodie when its hot like its freezing winter   rest, starve, eat and sleep for dinner   and its hard trying keep this in ya   So I write it all down   So one day maybe   When life is all sweet ill remember   Then its probation   I know we all go through it   We call it pro-bation   But there's no pros to it   And my souls aching   Only a few peers know   Funny thing about the case is it's a few years old   I had some shit going on with my dick   It felt good but its bad   So I'm sitting here like what the bitch had   It's not Graph, Its real   Look scrappy its true   Dog whats poppin   Do he look happy to you   Now if it goes to the wire   Got the soul of a fighter   Bruised up and sloppy   I damage like Ali   Up late talking to the fans on the website   That's the only thing that send your man of to bed   right   FUCK THE WORLD   FUCK MY MOMS AND MY GIRL   Well maybe not moms   Just let me remain calm   This too won't last   This too shall pass   At least that's what I say dog   That's what I pray for   And I'm the only thing that's standing in my way yall   But I gotta be wit me   There's no escape yall   I guess depression just stepped in and took over shit   like its known to do   I guess its that   Hey Joe I'm going home with you   Turn your phone off   I need to be alone with you   I need to be in the zone with you   Cause I'm the only thing you grown to nigga   Look I own you nigga   Been with me since ten   But you startin to confuse me   Cause Its been so long   You still trying to lose me   Like bitch how could you show me such cruelty   When everybody turns there back on you   Joe it's just you and me   You don't want me to see you right   And why you always come see me how we reunite   Tell me   I know you feel for me deep in your heart   Doctors, meetings, pills couldn't keep us apart   Now you got a deal   And you wanna get rid of me   But we roommates   I'm in your head Joe   You live with me   So I don't write for the fans   Nah   I write to my man   And hope hell just leave and understand   Like   Like please leave the kid in peace   Let me smoke this one cig in peace   Just leave me for a second man   Its been too long and I can't coupe it   And as long as you around I can't make that dance music      [Chorus]