After all this time of asking questions   Of trying to find something to quiet this soul   I'm left alone within my mind into this self-made hell I delve   It's not as hot as you think   More so dark and cold with no room to breathe      I'm sorry, I don't think it's going to be okay this time   My heart has skipped its final beat   It's beating me down onto the floor   That must mean that the pills are working   The glass isn't half empty this time   I smashed it to the ground a long long time ago   It shattered when it fell and I broke to pieces   Each shard's another reason, another way to give up      This skin is so tight that the air can't reach my brain   There is nothing telling my heart to beat any faster   To let me scream for help, I will never give up   I will never take the easy way out      This is life   This is struggle   This is love   This is war